Aamupuuroa ja haaveilua

Kuva jostain Italian vuorilta Coneglianon lähettyviltä, tarkempaa muistikuvaa ei ole, olin niin nuori silloin. Vielä sinne kuitenkin haluan. Ja olisi mukava syödä siellä vuoristossa myös niitä samoja leipomosta haettuja sämylöitä täyttäen ne ohuen ohuella paikallisella kinkulla. Eväsretki vailla vertaa. Nyt kuitenkin nautin yhtä lailla myös aamupuurostani, maidolla keitettynä ja hieman voita siihen sekoitettuna, kiitos.

The picture is taken at the mountains somewhere near Conegliano, Italy. Can't remember, I was so young by then. There we had such a lovely picnic, eating rolls from bakery nearby, filled with ham, also local. Well, now I enjoy my morning porridge, with milk and butter.

About future

I´ve noticed that my blog has changed a bit from everyday small talk to a little more meaningful level. At least for a while now. Usually, when I´ve tried to think what I want from my life, it feels like my head is exploding right away. Many options, but no courage to find out what I really want. At some level I´d like to go and study more, but on the other hand then I had to move away and that feels hard cos my other half is working here.  I try to think places I could work without getting another profession, but I can´t imagine any. And that was usually. Now I feel more confident in what I will do in near future. I´m quite sure I´m gonna apply fo study in Oulu, which is a busdrive away from where I´m living. That´s not so far and still I would have my life here, waiting for me to get home from school. That doesn´t feel so bad idea. 


Big things, but life important to clear them out finally. And my head is a bit calmer.

Where I want to live when I grow up?

We would want to settle down in some place which is our own place, where we can paint the wall green if wanted or grow tomatoes by the door. Options have been between buying a house  or building it. But all this is just imagining because I have a part time job. But, when it all settles down and we have an opportunity to buy our own home, I have been dreaming on buying my childhood home from my father and live there. The neighbourhood is lovely, the plot is quite big and, well, I have lived there when I was a child. The house would need a big renovation but that is my dream and it is so hard to find out your dreams sometimes and when they come suddenly out like this there are no place for excuses.

And, by the way, take a look at this.